FINDING MY FIRST STEP
by Kat Heckenbach
A journey starts with a beginning, a first step, but I
honestly don’t know where mine fell. I grew up with dreams of being an artist,
and thought drawing was the only place I had creative talent. And even that
dream dissolved after I got to college, where the art classes were cheap copies
of the advanced classes I’d had in high school. I switched my major to science,
and ended up teaching math at a tutoring center. You see, everything except writing.
Then one day in August of 2007, I was talking to my husband
about feeling like there was something I needed to do, but I had no idea
what. He looked me in the eye and said, “If you want to write a book,
I’ll be supportive.” The words hit me hard, and I left to clear my head with a
trip to Barnes & Noble (which shoulda been my first clue that writing was
hovering there). As I strolled around, memories surfaced that had been buried
for years—me, as a teen, scribbling on a legal pad, wishing desperately to see
my name on the spine of a book someday.
And so I sat down and wrote. I gave myself one chance.
Either words would flow, or they would not. If they did, I’d put 100% into
getting the book published. If they did not, that day would be my one and only
attempt at writing.
The words flowed, and by the end of five single-spaced pages
I was shaking. I shook with excitement, and a little fear, but mostly surprise.
I truly had not expected it.
After that, my journey becomes like many others. Finding
critique partners and writers groups, researching agents and sending
queries…getting rejections…editing and rewriting again and again.
In between, I wrote short stories. An odd mix of them, but
they got published. My inspirational personal experience stories appeared in
Sunday School magazines. Other personal experiences ended up in Chicken Soup
for the Soul. My fiction—primarily fantasy, sci-fi, and horror—has appeared
in a variety of speculative fiction magazines and anthologies, both online and
in print.
Despite everything I’d read about short story sales helping
you to land a book deal, I made no progress toward selling my novel. I believe
it is mostly because I write in what I call “the void.” That place that’s not
mainstream Christian, but not quite secular either. It’s an area of risk, and
these days publishers are shying away from risk.
And then one day my art came into play again. Grace Bridges from Splashdown Books posted a
callout for an artist to do a drawing for a book cover. I took the challenge,
and my rendering of a key now sits prominently on the cover of The Duke’s
Handmaid by Caprice Hokstad. Grace asked me to do two more jobs after that.
Our online chats proved we worked very well together, and eventually she asked
if she could read my manuscript.
Well, let’s see—what did I say?
Oh, right. That would be, “YES!”
Grace, fortunately, is all about risk. Risk on types of
fiction other presses are afraid of. But she had a full catalog, so she
encouraged me to try elsewhere. I did, but to no avail. I made the top five in
a contest of sorts with Port Yonder Press, but they wanted to focus on adult
fantasy, so I didn’t make the final cut. Still, it was encouraging. And after
the contest was over, Grace was looking farther along in her schedule than she
had been before. This time, she saw room for me.
So, while, I can’t
pinpoint my first step, I know I chose the right path.
FINDING ANGEL
by Kat Heckenbach
Splashdown Books 2011
Middle Grade fantasy, 294 pgs
Angel doesn't remember her magical heritage...but it
remembers her.
Magic and science collide when she embarks on a
journey to her true home, and to herself.
Angel lives with a loving foster family, but dreams of
a land that exists only in the pages of a fantasy novel. Until she meets
Gregor, whose magic Talent saves her life and revives lost memories.
She follows Gregor to her homeland...a world unlike
any she has imagined, where she travels a path of self-discovery that leads
directly to her role in an ancient Prophecy...and to the madman who set her
fate in motion.
Kat
Heckenbach is a graduate of the University of Tampa, Magna Cum Laude, B.S. in
Biology. She spent several years teaching, but never in a traditional
classroom–everything from Art to Algebra II—and now homeschools her two
children. Her writing spans the gamut from inspirational personal essays to
dark and disturbing fantasy and horror, with over forty short fiction and
nonfiction credits to her name. Her debut novel, MG fantasy Finding Angel, is
available in print and ebook.
Kat - how wonderful to have a husband who knows you so well! It's vital to have that built in support system.
ReplyDeleteThank you for coming by today & sharing your journey with us. You're an amazingly talented woman who is clearly obedient to God's calling.
Blessings,
Brenda
Thank you, Brenda, for having me as a guest on your blog today!
ReplyDeleteTerrific story, Kat. Another brainiac with multiple giftings! Ack! And good for you for finding yourself. Amusing when God doesn't mind ultimatums. I'm sure sometimes they make Him ROTFL. ;)
ReplyDeleteThanks, Ladies.
Kat -- Your journey gives the rest of us hope that there is a path out of this "void." Thanks for being an inspiration!
ReplyDeleteBrenda, yes, it is very cool to have a husband like that. Not sure I'd have figured it out on my own ;).
ReplyDeleteNicole, thanks so much! Hadn't thought of it in terms of "ultimatum" but I guess that's what it was :). Good for me God is willing to put up with that, eh?
Hey, Kristen! Thanks :). There is definitely a path--and I'm sure you're well-planted on it!